The First Time That I Fell (Version 2)

By Kay Es



The First Time That I Fell 


 The first time that I fell 

you smiled

So I fell again 

You laughed when I bled

so I slit my wrists 

to see you happy

Again and  Again 

Till I was covered in scars 

I still would

Again 

And 

Again 

And

Again

And



-Kay

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